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I have always been way too smart, i was intellegence tested and found to be in the 97th percentile (of the US population) of the smartest poeple for my age group. I got retested andcame up as 98th percentile.
It was obvious that i was smart, but i wasnt doing very good in school. I hated highschool for alot of reasons . in the middle of my sophmore year , i dropped out of highschool and joined democratic school.
I was a UNschooler . I spent 4 years going to a small Democratic school of 20 poeple. I graduated top of my class in 98.
I bummed around for a year . Did alot odd jobs, construction, then I became a waving cellphone, then Pebbles the Pup for Barnes and Noble and finally ended up touring the west as a Dancing Avacado.
I was going to Western Or Oniversity, then i lost my housing. Now Im going to pcc.
I was a criminal Justice major , but i think i will move onto a chemistry major. PCC is a total pain in the ass and this makes acheiving anything difficult.
I lost my girlfreind recently , it was a bitter break up. I found she was pregnant and then she wanted nothing to do with me. We did not have the kid.
Im trying to clean my life up. Lot be a alcoholic, and not be a addict or a convicted Criminal.Poeple say i might be crazy.
I wrote a book and its getting published.Its more planned out than these daily rants , and it looks a whole lot neater, reads easier and all that jazz.
I just moved out . Im saving money to get a car. Im considering moving away from Portland and all that is here.
Finally may i add that i am a ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder or Amphetamine Dependant Disorder (if you prefer)). I drink alot of cheap beer , mainly miller hi life and pabst blue ribbon (pbr over highlife) and monarch rum and baron rotschild vodka.

i found out that i have a brain tumor and am destined to go crazy , then die. at the current time , my life doesnt mean a whole lot me so it their is anything you want someone to do before he becomes coming a crazy retard , please let me know.
Right now , the main symptoms is this fucking persistant headache that never goes away no matter what. it feels like my head is going to explode. i can never be comfortable. Most of the time i cant sleep. i go sleepless for so long that i hallucinate. i hate it.
i accept the fact that im gonna die ,and i dont know when i will. i have to watch myself slowly go crazy and become a vegetable. It sucks.

i will dismiss any morals i may have if the price is high enough . i do not mind murder theft , fruad , or drugs . i do mind kidnappoing and hurting innocent poeple .
i especially enjoy killing rapists and child molesters, and i can have these assholes killed for free as a community service.
Dont feel bad , the guilt goes away when you have drunk enough.
Few months later the doc told me that i cant drink anymore .
Now ive gotten stabbed in the gut and am recovering at home.
Ashley rose her ugly had , and now she is doing her best to bite me in the ass.